life isnt easy as abc

aku takkan biarkan apa yang berlaku hari ini--

berulang.

aku akan berusaha sesungguh aku; 

untuk elakkan hari ini daripada

berulang.

walau jauh mana aku kena pergi,

walau lambat mana masa aku ambil untuk sampai

aku akan pastikan, 

aku tak lagi disebelah hari ini

biar.

jauh.

jauh dari pandangan

jauh dari ingatan

jauh untuk semalanya

aku akan terus kesana--

genggam yang selama ni aku biarkan.

Assalamualaikum.

i love hermione granger/emma watson so much <3 

i am sorry for not telling you what happen in my mind, in my heart cause for me it's my secret. deep secret. there's a lot of secret between us and i cannot beer with it. sometimes i feel neglected, i know nothing about what are you both talking about. and sometimes i feel sad about that. yep i know maybe i am not the person who can understands you but she can. shes very pleasant and i am not. huuuuhhhh (deep exhale)

so now i have no idea to who should i share my secret, my feeling, i have no friends who can be my side and hear my feelings. no one. just myself. are not i look pathetic? lonely? hm as long i have Allah at my heart i wont feel like dying. i hope one day i will find someone who can feel what i felt.

now i have to pretend like i am fine, got no problems, happy girl, ya i will and i have to. i really hope that one day they will realize about it, realize that i also a human being who has a feeling, who want feel that she has a friends and realize that i am here by their side no matter what i'm still waiting for them (argh i hate waiting) nawh, bye xoxo

princess of,

h4lfbl00d